I'm not too sure when this infatuation started, no idea, only some heavy
courses of hypnotherapy might tell me.
Its like is always been there with no influence and no introduction, one of the biggest mysteries of my life.
With age, and sadly with body mass this infatuation with Hinduism has grown,
I'm getting more and more curious and more and more worried that it is
turning in to an obsession that I can never be part of.